am I numb? Can I no longer feel anything? What has happened to me? When I feel pain now, it doesn’t phase me like it use to. When I’m happy, I still feel lonely. Its like….. I put my guard up to the point of no return. No one can break me anymore. Not even God. What can I do? What can I do to make myself feel again. I would be happy to just feel anything….any pain….. any happiness…. just something besides nothing
" When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you. But in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what your hoping for."
