December 2010
53 posts
Wings
So tonight I finally got to hangout with Kris, Kay, and Kary :) then Noah joined us. It was quite amusing. We ate at wings, then went to the mall lol… So glad I had the chance. Ive missed them <3
toddlers and tiaras.
this show cracks me up. I would beat my kid if they ever acted like these girls lol.
Why
Why do I feel so guilty about this? Its nothing I need to feel guilty for, I didn’t do anything wrong. Yet I still feel like I hurt him.
“I’m twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on,on...”
– Usher
“In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with...”
“next time and there will be a next time,
that cat’s a slut.”
– Sommer :)
“I’ve heard it’s possible to grow up- I’ve just never met...”
“welcome to the cheesy world of sisterhood.”
– Mandy Henderson.
Brooke Fraser
my new obsession. Her lyrics just have so much meaning. and lately I feel like I can relate to each song I hear. She brings about so many questions in my mind. So many thoughts. We will never understand God. There is no possible way we can define him. We can’t grasp the logic, all we know is He is what completes us. He is the sum of our life. He is the one we live for, whether we know it or...
Diagnosis
I think I have mono. Yup lol. I’m diagnosing myself haha.
Sigh
It’s 8 am. And all the kids are wide awake running around screaming. Shouldve known the living room wasn’t the best place to sleep. Lol some things never change.
Besides that it’s freezing cold here, it’s 19. I love being in the house all warm and stuff :)
So my niece is 5 and she sang a couple songs for me tonight. I wish I could sing like her. I tell myself she got it...
Home
Just fought with my 3 year old nephew over a monster truck for about 30 minutes…… Yup it’s good to be home. :)
Now he is trying to “fix” my hair with a plastic mixer <3
“I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how...”
Jude Law
Marry me? Please?
<3333
a little bit of bitterness
Yup. I feel it. Shes been here more than a week, and not even a phone call. Guess im nothing anymore. Oh wait, I never was.
Christmas
I woke up this day and came a realization. I am more then blessed. My family brings me such joy.
I am listening to the sound of my mom and aunt bickering back and forth and I noticed how much I miss her living down here. They are making us chocolate martinis…. and arguing how it should be done. I love it. It brings back familiar memories that use to bring such a smile to my face.
I cant...
tonight
Tonight was amazing. I love these kids. A single night out and they changed my heart.
“the two coldest places on earth are Antarctica and your heart.
-Anonymous
:)”
adventure
Tonight me and Jess took a trip up to Miami beach just to do something. It was amazing. The waves crashing on shore, and the moon reflecting off the water is really the best thing I have to escaping reality. Seeing past the crazy guy who tried to kill me with a stuffed alligator, or past the old man in a wheel chair hollering at us, Miami Beach is really a beautiful place. It takes me back to...
No
cmtamez:
kcloud:
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Uh
What on earth, dear??
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yep—it’s an...
I'm not sure
What is running through my mind. I won’t be in very good shape if it happens again. I can’t handle it.
Its just an option. Its just an option. Its just an option. Its just an option. Its just an option.
No
cmtamez:
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What on earth, dear??
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Tonight
samsosmiley:
is amazing talking to Casey and kaitlyn. Its times like these that people take advantage of and dont appreciate. i will miss these time when we all cant be together talking about random things and switching subjects within seconds.
i love you guys <3
I love you SAM and CASEY!!!! <3
feelings
Don’t come to me with the ” i feel forgotten” crap. You are the one that chose for things to be this way. You are the one who didn’t want to work things out. So don’t come to me with that BS. Its not fair to make me the blame, its not fair to make me look like the bad person. Because things happen and people change. You should know this better then anyone, because...
sam
“dont start yawning now…. im just getting started.”
Everyday
samsosmiley:
you learn something new…
today i am learning how to use Tumblr. Thanks to kaitlyn, who is making me stay on the computer.
Me: ”I cant be on facebook forever.” Kaitlyn: “yes you can” Me: “apparently Im going to learn how to be.”
<333!!!
today.
Was simply amazing. No one to tell me what to do, and no one to judge me.
except I had to say goodbye…. again.
which was harder then the first time…..
Dear Juliet
Never Change <3
they are amazing.
leaving :)
This is the reason I dont depend on many other people.
I dont need you anyways because…..
I AM GOING TO ALAMABA ON MY OWN :)
and I am beyond excited.
And the shock in your eyes when I get there will be priceless… not sure if I mean that in a bitter way, or a good way.
Just venting.
Why is it that people always have expectations? Ones that others obviously can’t meet. I’m asking this because I am a person with those expectations. I constantly expect things the way I want them to be, and in reality most of my expectations are unreasonable. I guess it’s more of a control thing in some situations, but in others I think it is what we have been taught. For...
frustrated
I can get so frustrated with myself sometimes. I dont understand why I go blank around people. I have all these thoughts and emotions that run through my mind when Im alone. But when Im around people I cant express them, and its not that I dont want to, I just go blank. I hate not being able to help someone through something unless I type it out. I hate the feeling of blankness as someone is...
